Genie where are you?

I want to have a vacation. I dont want an expensive one. I dont want big amusement parks or buildings or europe right now. I just want a house like that one in "Something's gotta give" movie or the one in "Nights in Rodanthe".


If only a genie will appear in front of me just by rubbing my stupid coffee mug, I will wish for a week of vacation. Maybe in Baguio or somewhere close to nature. Just like the Forks Town of Washington State in the movie Twilight. I love Nature. It helps me relax.


I want a vacation house with big windows overlooking a lake or a sea. I want big beds with white sheets and antique wood furnitures. I want to eat veggies and fruits while having a picnic. I want to sleep at night after watching a classic movie. I want to wake up in the morning and take a walk in the streets full of trees and grass and flowers.... I want a country home or a house near the beach.

Genie, where are you?

Gone For Good - The Shins

Untie me, I've said no vows

The train is getting way too loud

I gotta leave here my girl

Get on with my lonely life

Just leave the ring on the rail

For the wheels to nullify

Until this turn in my head

I let you stay and you paid no rent

I spent twelve long months on the lam

That's enough sitting on the fence

For the fear of breaking dams

I'd find a fatal flaw

In the logic of love

And go out of my head

You love a sinking stone

That'll never elope

So get used to the lonesome

Girl, you must atone some

Don't leave me no phone number there

It took me all of a year

To put the poison pill to your ear

But now I stand on honest ground, on honest ground

You want to fight for this love

But honey you cannot wrestle a dove

So baby it's clear

You want to jump and dance

But you sat on your hands

And lost your only chance

Go back to your hometown

Get your feet on the ground

And stop floating around

I found a fatal flaw

In the logic of love

And went out of my head

You love a sinking stone

That'll never elope

So get used to used to the lonesome

Girl, you must atone some

Don't leave me no phone number there

Ang Background Music Ko.

Alam mo ba ang kantang KOKOMO ng The Beach Boys? Inilabas ang kantang ito noong 1988. Classic. Nag number 1 ito sa billboard noon Nov 5 1988. Masaya ang awiting ito kaya naman ng marining ko ito sa office pag upo ko pa lang ay natuwa ako at sumabay pa ako (fan din kasi ako ng mga old songs.)


Pero ang marinig ito ng limang beses sa loob lamang ng apat na oras habang nagtatrabaho ay hindi nakakatuwa. At kahit gusto ko ang kantang ito, parang gusto nang sumabog ng tenga ko. Ano pa kaya ang mangyayari sa susunod na limang oras pa habang nandito ako sa office?

Isama pa ang mga kantang Copacabana, Tide is High at Surfin USA. ;p Tinatawanan ko lang kahit masakit na ang ulo ko. Kailangan pa rin naman ng salitang "pakikisama" kahit saang lugar.

Kapag Laos Na Ang Mga Sikat.

Kapag 'di na gasgas

ang salitang "mahal kita"

sasabihin ko ito sayo

para di mo isagot

na masyado akong ma-"keso".

Saka na lang ako lalapit

kapag wala ka nang ka-Tweet.

Saka na lang kita tatawagan

'pag sa YM ay wala ka nang ka-chikahan.

Kapag ang Facebook ay hindi na "in"

at si Lady Gaga ay laos na rin...

siguro pwede na akong magpapansin

sa gayon masisiguro kong

sa akin ka na lang titingin.

Kapag hindi na uso

ang mga katagang "wrong timing"

saka ako magtatapat

para hindi mo sabihing

isa kong "malaking assuming".

Saka na lang,

kapag wala nang kaagaw sa iyong atensyon

kapag wala nang exciting sa Internet or MTV

'pag luma na ang Iphone o Blackberry.

Saka na lang

pag sawa ka na sa kaka-text

para di isiping ang sasabihin ko

ay ginaya ko lang

sa isang forwarded message.

Sa ngayon,

mananahimik muna ako sa isang tabi

at mangangarap tuwing gabi

na ako ang kasama mong nanonood

ng mga love story sa Imax 3d.

Iba-blog ko na lang muna

ang nararamdaman ko sayo

at maghihintay ng mga pictures

na naka-tag kasama mo

magpaparamdam na lang ako

'pag hindi ka na hooked

sa mga pinagkakabisihan mo

at wala nang uso sa paligid mo.

Baw.

Private Moments

I am not good when it comes to explaining my side. Maybe that's why people say that I act as if I am always right. Ive been impressed as selfish, self-centered and insensitive. I always have a hard time elaborating what I want and what I need and that results to conflicts and arguments.

When it comes to privacy, I share what I wanted to share and keep quiet with the things I dont want to open up. If I dont tell it to them straight, it means I dont want to share it with them. I dont want people to intrude the prerequisite item in everyones life.


I am tired of arguments and I hate it when I cause pain to other people. So to end the misunderstandings, I will just simply accept and swallow all the negative things that people will say against me. I will let them blame me. Or curse me or whatever if that would make them feel more ok. I will just admit all the faults.

I will admit all the mistakes even the ones I dont really understand. But Im expecting them to allow me to do the things I wanted to do. Another issue that will be brought up regarding this again will really result to a deeper problem. I dont want to hurt others anymore. But please leave me alone with the things I want to do.


Adios.

Time After Time

I want to prolong the 24 hours of days just so I can find time to talk, chat and to write. There are a lot of unfinished businesses/things all around me. My short story entitled "Dugo" is the first on my list. It still need sentence reconstruction, translations and editing of structures. Second is the Pirates of the Carribbean. I havent finished watching the movie which I borrowed from my friend whom Im going to call Amir. Third are the series of Glee and True Blood which I bought for as long as I could remember.

Next in line is my Starbucks daily planner, I want to start decorating it and paste different sort of stuffs on it. I got the idea from a friend in FilWriter.com. Everytime we're going to meet, I would always check his planner. Its soooo cute and fab. Bonga.

Next is my laptop. I need to ask help from someone to fix my OS. I want it back to windows 7. Complete with Anti Virus and programs.

Next is to finish the books of Twilight Saga. Whoah, third movie is just few months away and Im still on the second book.

Then, I want to overhaul my room. I want to make it more spacious.

There are more things I wanted to write right now, but I dont have the luxury of time again.




Bye for now!

My weekend.

Im not doing extravagant things this week of my birthday. The weekend didn't turn out the way we planned it. Money shortage. Schedule in parlor, pyromusical competition, 3d movie and everything else is canceled.

Yes, we're not doing extravagant activities right now but we're having an extra special weekend because we're together and that's what matters most.

Carpe Diem.

Waiting for 6:30pm

Im here in BK glorietta for almost 4 hours now. Reading stuffs, updating my Facebook account and trying to improve my blog. I wish I could learn more so I could improve my page. Il be watching The Red Shoes in a bit.

I was in the poetry reading/anniversary of kilometer 64 last night. Half of the performers are my friends. Ive seen for the first time a lady named Babes Alejo, who sang "Kontradiksyon" Galing nya! We were all amazed with her performance.

hapee burpdey to mi!

mahigit 8 years na pala ako nagta-trabaho. mahigit 8 beses na rin akong pumasok sa trabaho sa araw ng birthday ko. pag naiisip ko kung anong mga napagdaaanan ko, natutuwa ako sa narating ako at nagsisilbi rin yon inspirasyon para sa mga pangarap ko pa. saka ko na sasabihin kung ano ang mga iyon.






hindi naman talaga malungkot magtrabaho sa araw ng birthday lalo na kung wala ka naman talagang planong icelebrate ang araw mo.






sa company namin, may lcd screens sa buong floor, at may slide show ng mga celebrant for the month of march, ironic nga lang, kasi first time mabo-broadcast na march 11 ang birthday ko pero maling date naman ang nakasulat sa screen. gusto ko nga sakalin actually yung gumawa ng slideshow pero naisip kong hindi naman nya iyon sinadya. pati nga spelling ng name ko mali e. palitan ko na kaya sya sa trabaho nya?






last year kinausap ako nung boss kong american, sabi nya ano daw ginawa ko nung birthday ko. medyo bitter-bitteran pa ko nun kaya ang sagot ko, "i was here, working but I realized I needed time for myself so I went to Cebu the next day."






kanina, nakakatawa kasi may nakasalubong ako, sabi nya, uy blowout, birthday mo pala sa march 22!






gusto kong pasalamatan si God, na patuloy sa pagbuhos ng blessings sakin at sa family ko. although minsan may mga trials (na hindi naman talaga nawawala sa buhay ng tao). nagpapasalamat din ako sa family, sa aking special someone, sa mga friends at sa mga katrabaho kong nakakasalamuha ko everyday.










AYAN 12 AM NA! BIRTHDAY KO NA! wala akong handa at papasok rin naman ako ulit mamayang gabi. pero sa friday, saturday at sunday hectic ang sched ko, puro lakwatsa =) yey!

I am his number one fan.

Siya si Colin Firth. Isang British actor. Una ko syang napanood sa Bridget Jones Diary. Since then, na-addict na ako sa kanya =) Napanood ko rin yung iba n'yang movies tulad ng Mamma Mia, Girl with a pearl earring, Love actually, Hope Springs, Accidental Husband, Shakespeare in love. Versatile, gentleman, hot and a master on his craft.

Kaya naman nung Monday, kesehodang mapuyat ako, nanood ako ng Oscars. Isa kasi siya sa nominees for best actor award dahil sa movie na A Single Man. Sayang nga lang at hindi iyon ipinalabas dito sa 'Pinas (katulad ng karamihan sa mga movies niya) kaya magdo-download na lang ako non o kaya magbabakasakaling mayroon sa mga pirated dvd shops :p

Hindi siya nanalo ng Best Actor pero para sa'kin winner pa rin sya. =) Hayyyy... I love you Colin!

KULANG ANG CREAMER NG COFFEE KO.

ILANG ARAW NA AKO BUMIBILI NG COFFEE SA DUNKIN' DONUTS SA IBABA NG BUILDING NAMIN. AYOKO NA NG FREE COFFEE SA OFFICE. NAGPA-PALPITATE AKO SA SOBRANG TAPANG. LAGING KALAHATI NGA LANG NG CUP ANG INIINOM KO PERO GANUN PA RIN, PARA AKONG KINAKABAHAN HABANG NAGTA-TRABAHO KAPAG UMIINOM AKO NON. KAYA DUN NA LANG AKO SA DUNKIN.

LAGI, 'PAG YUNG ISANG CREW (NA MEDYO CUTE) ANG NATE-TYEMPONG BINIBILAN KO NG COFFEE, DALAWANG CREAMER AT DALAWANG SUGAR ANG BINIBIGAY. E KANINA, IBANG CREW YUNG NABILHAN KO, DI KO NA NACHECK YUNG PLASTIC KUNG DALAWANG CREAMER NGA BA ANG NILAGAY NYA. AYON, ISA LANG PALA. DI KO RIN TULOY NAINOM YUNG BINILI KO. NAKAKAASAR. SAYANG ANG PERA KO. BUKAS AT SA MGA SUSUNOD PANG MGA ARAW, SISIGURADUHIN KO NA'NG DALAWANG CREAMER AT DALAWANG SUGAR ANG IBIBIGAY NILA SAKIN.

PERO ANG TOTOO NYAN, GUSTO KO LANG TALAGA GUMASTOS KAYA BUMIBILI PA AKO NG COFFEE IMBIS NA I-AVAIL ANG FREEBIES SA OFFICE :p

prgrmmr77

meron daw isang event. ewan ko kung anong pamagat. pupunta ang lahat ng mga kaibigan ko sa filipinowriter.com.
gabi na ng makarating ako sa hindi pamilyar na lugar. hinanap ko ang tatlong taong first timers na nakumpirma kong darating din sa event na iyon.

nahanap ko silang tatlo pero isa lang ang natatandaan ko, yung lalaking mataba, maitim, kulang kulang ang ngipin, nakashorts, sandals at round neck black shirt. ewan ko kung bakit ganon ang itsura nya.

bigla akong nagising pagkatapos ng panaginip na iyon. ang lalaking nakita ko ay si prgrmmer77 aka yuco daw. dahil sa panaginip na iyon kaya ko naisulat to. hahahha... weird noh.

sige, balik na ko ulit sa pagtulog.

In My Dreams - Reo Speedwagon

There was a time some time ago
When every sunrise meant a sunny day, oh a sunny day
But now when the morning light shines in
It only disturbs the dreamland where I lay, oh where I lay
I used to thank the Lord when I'd wake
For life and love and the golden sky above me
But now I pray the stars will go on shinin'
Coz in my dreams you love me

Daybreak is a joyful time
Just listen to the songbird harmonies, oh the harmonies
But I wish the dawn would never come
I wish there was silence in the trees, oh the trees
If only I could stay asleep, at least I could pretend you're thinkin' of me
Coz night time is the one time I am happy,
You see in my dreams...

We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I dont know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams

I keep hopin' one day I'll awaken
and somehow she'll be lyin' by my side
And as I wonder if the dawn is really breakin'
She touches me and suddenly I'm alive

We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I dont know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams

Kailan

Kailan ba maluluklok ang tinatapakan,
babangon mga dangal na niyuyurakan?
Kailan ngingiti ang sangkatauhan,
gigising na may sikmurang hindi kumakalam?

Kailan tatawa ang syang pinagtatawanan?
kailang hahagkan ang pinandidirian?
kailan matatakot ang walang pinaniniwalaan?
kailan mananagot ang mga nanlalamang?

Kailan malilinis ang mga lansangan,
sa mga batang dapat ay nasa paaralan?
Kailan ang matatanda'y lalagi sa kanilang tahanan,
at mapapahinga sa pagkayod para may panghapunan?

Kailan matitigil ang mga bakbakan,
at wala nang hahandusay na duguang katawan?
Kailan pa ba giginhawa at makikinabang,
ang mga manggagawang nahihirapan?

Kailan magsisilbi ang siyang pinaglilingkuran,
at titingala ang mga naghahari-harian?
Kailan aayos ang gobyerno't pamahalaan?
hanggang kailan magpapadala sa kanilang kapangyarihan?

Maraming tanong sa aking isipan
parang halos lahat ay walang kasagutan
marahil kung hindi kikilos at hindi lalaban
habangbuhay tayong alipin sa sariling bayan.