tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39685911689394196992024-03-05T17:17:15.530-08:00AdlesircAdlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-90779417823062015612011-11-05T20:36:00.000-07:002011-11-05T20:36:17.212-07:00Oct-Nov<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--"/> <m:smallFrac m:val="off"/> <m:dispDef/> <m:lMargin m:val="0"/> <m:rMargin m:val="0"/> <m:defJc m:val="centerGroup"/> <m:wrapIndent m:val="1440"/> <m:intLim m:val="subSup"/> <m:naryLim m:val="undOvr"/> </m:mathPr></w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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<div class="MsoNormal">COUGH: A sudden noisy expulsion of air from the lungs that clears the air passages. A common symptom of upper respiratory infection, bronchitis, pneumonia or tuberculosis. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">What bothers me most right now is my health. I have this stupid cough for a month now. I’ve seen 4 different doctors. I took all the drugs I needed to take but the cough still wouldn't go away. I even took natural medicines... Calamansi juice, honey, Ampalaya leaf extract, and so on. Last Friday, the doctor said I needed to have my lungs checked because 4 weeks of cough is not a good sign. The result will come out next week and I'm really really hoping there's no problem with my lungs. The doctor said if I have lung issues, I would need to take a two-week off from work and the medication will take up to six effing months! I don’t want that <span style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;"><span style="mso-char-type: symbol; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">L</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal">All of the doctors that checked me are convinced that this is just an allergy because other than the coughing, I don’t have any symptoms or signs. I also believe that this is just some type of a strong allergy because I don’t feel weak, nauseous, feverish or anything else... just this throat-ripping-chest-tiring-cough. I cough more than I speak everyday.</div><div class="MsoNormal">Sometimes I lose my patience with myself and I just wanted to throw things away... believe me, most of the time the only moment my cough will stop is when I sleep. I feel that what's happening is unfair for me. I had flu shot, I swallowed all the medicines but I still cough non-stop! (The medicines I’ve taken from different doctors were co-altria, winthrop, erdostine, co-aleva, sinecod, mucobron forte, mepresone, ventolin expectorant and omeprazole)</div><div class="MsoNormal">Because of this cough, I wasn't able to stay and drink tonight. It's my cousin's birthday party and she asked me to stay for the night but I didn't. I also wasn't able to go to Navotas for a funeral. I couldn't drink or eat anything cold (see how boring it is???)</div><div class="MsoNormal">I really really need to be in good shape very soon. There's a lot of work in the office and we needed to render overtime even on rest days (very good timing for Christmas season though). For the first time, I am joining a cheering competition and I don’t want to screw it up.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I promised myself I would join the NaNoWriMo 2011 but I failed. I wrote a few chapter but wasn't able to edit and give a final read to it so I failed. :(</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div></div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-31446572408855182602011-07-17T01:25:00.000-07:002011-07-17T01:25:58.894-07:00Ako.Ako lang<br />
ang kayang umintindi sa lahat ng topak mo<br />
Ang tanging nakakaalam ng dahilan sa bawat pagkilos mo.<br />
Ako lang. Ako lang ang nakakaalam kung gaano ka katindi magmahal<br />
at kung paano ka nila nasaasaktan.<br />
<br />
Isang ako lang.<br />
Isang ako lang ang makakapagpaliwanag sa lahat kung gaano kalaki ang puso mo.<br />
At isang ako lang<br />
ang nakakaramdam ng mga hinanakit mo.<br />
<br />
Ako lang ang may kayang magsabing<br />
isa kang mabuting tao.<br />
Ako lang ang magkakaroon ng lakas ng loob na<br />
ipagtanggol ka kung sakaling may kakalaban sayo.<br />
Ako mismo ang haharap sa kanila.<br />
Dahil kilala kita at alam kong mahina ang loob mo.<br />
Ako mismo ang magtataas ng ulo mong lagi mong niyuyuko<br />
kapag hindi ka naiintindihan ng mundo.<br />
Ako ang magsisigaw ng lahat ng pangarap mo<br />
para malaman nilang hindi lang kapakanan mo ang iniintindi mo.<br />
<br />
Ako. Ang siyang nakakarinig ng mga<br />
hiyaw mong hindi mo maisigaw<br />
Ako rin ang siyang nakakakita ng mga galit mong<br />
hindi mo maisambulat<br />
at ng mga sentimyento mong<br />
hindi mo kayang ikwento sa iba.<br />
Ako. Ako ang nakakaalam kung gaano karaming luha<br />
ang nasa likod ng iyong maskarang nagpipilit magpakasaya.<br />
<br />
Alam ko kung paano ka matakot.<br />
Alam ko kung paano ka magmahal.<br />
Alam ko kung kailan ka nag-aalangan<br />
at kung kailan ka talaga masaya.<br />
Andito lang ako...<br />
isang ako na nagmamahal sayo ng totoo.Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-59664274717162549272011-07-17T00:42:00.000-07:002011-07-17T00:42:40.224-07:00Ang pinaka abalang buwan ngayon taon (Sa palagay ko)I started the month with a bang in Boracay! The island really captured my heart and I will surely go back here. Ive never seen too many foreigners in my life before. There are foreigners everywhere I look, everywhere I go and everywhere I eat! I had so much fun despite the gastos and pagod :)<br />
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After a week, our department had a team building in Caliraya. Join pa rin! Its nice to meet new people and play games/activities with officemates. The most unforgettable with this experience is the MUD SLIDE. It was crazy! I tried it twice even though its cold and dirty :)<br />
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I had a rest on the third weekend. Oooopss, not a rest literally, I meant a rest from gala. Its time for rest day overtime. Too much work will kill ya.<br />
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One last hirit, Il be in Banio Creek for star gazing on the 30th (wherever that may be) I really dont know where that resort is, but what the heck eh? For as long as Im not alone, its ok. :)<br />
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More OT's this coming week! Cmon! Ano bang pakiramdam ng kumpleto ang tulog???Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-36564844934874178072011-06-19T13:04:00.000-07:002011-06-19T13:06:17.994-07:00Hinihintay ko ang pagtila ng ulan<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
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Hinihintay kong tumila ang ulan<br />
Upang tanawin ang mga tala sa kalangitan<br />
Nakakainip maghintay buong magdamag<br />
Sa tulad mong puro salita't pangako lamang <br />
<br />
Hinihintay kong tumila ang ulan<br />
Nais ko sanang kausapin ang buwan<br />
At itanong kung bakit ako mag-isa<br />
Habang ikaw ay nasa ibang kandungan<br />
<br />
Hinihintay ko ang pagtila ng ulan<br />
Gusto kong maglakad sa gitna ng daan<br />
Baka sakaling ikaw ay aking matagpuan<br />
At malaman kung sino man ang iyong ka-ibigan<br />
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Hinihintay kong tumila ang ulan<br />
Upang sa gayon lumiwanag itong isipan<br />
At sa huli'y akin nang panindigan<br />
Na ikaw nga ay isang bagyong napadaan lamang.<br />
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Is it a sign that I can also have kids without father? (echos)<br />
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The single dad whom I remember is named Rommel is a father of 3 college students and one in fourth year high school! whew! He must be earning too much to have a capability of sending his 3 kids in college all at the same time! Well, he's only been with our company for 15 years. Fifteen effing years man! omigash, I wish I could stay that long with the company and I hope I could be as successful as him!<br />
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Liezl on the other hand, is a single mom of two. I wish her and her kids nothing but the best that life can offer.<br />
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Yes, they are both singles and still they managed to raise their kids, be at work and still find spare time for community activities such as this clean up drive. I salute you both!<br />
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See you around guys!</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-44449987848508814242011-05-02T02:30:00.001-07:002011-05-02T02:30:36.233-07:00Migraine<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Patatagan kami ng migraine ko - sino kaya ang unang susuko?<br />
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Because of that Ibong Adarna in the office... my LSS for today is "If I should love again, if I find someone new.. it would be make believe for in my heart it would be you...." Nakakairita siya!<br />
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Kaye's photo exhibit - Her class is going to have an exhibit this week somewhere in Malate. Im planning to bring my mom there too (hopefully I could find time)<br />
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I joined the volunteers for Ilog Pasig clean up - on April 30th, 7am to 12nn. Di ko lang alam kung san gaganapin :P<br />
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Rogelio Sicat - someone reminded me this morning of this. OMG! anong petsa na, hindi pa ako nagsusulat! At sana, kung may maisulat man ako, sana ay matanggap :(<br />
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My berks in the office is planning to have a taste of the summer this weekend sa Laguna. Sana maraming makasama!<br />
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</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-65809867879932443202011-04-19T19:49:00.000-07:002011-04-19T19:49:14.493-07:00Mademoiselle<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">They see your picturesque smile<br />
while you innocently render your lullaby<br />
your skin radiates in the candlelight<br />
and your hair is being fondled by the wind tonight<br />
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Then crowd begins to praise your beauty<br />
The others commend your artistry<br />
Even so, you suddenly realized <br />
This is not your destiny nor the place to rest your heart<br />
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And I, I was watching you too<br />
behind the masks and lies <br />
I, I was helplessly loving you<br />
behind the pretensions and disguise<br />
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I was pleased and thankful of my facile world<br />
Until you showered it with colors and bliss<br />
I never thought that kind of life exists<br />
So please remember how much you will be missed<br />
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And I, the greatest coward ever created<br />
will be left imprisoned, incarcerated<br />
with the jail of love I have all along.<br />
And I, will live ever after. Alone.<br />
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04.20.2010<br />
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</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-12499647355697757322011-04-10T18:19:00.000-07:002011-04-10T18:19:34.437-07:00For Markus<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">play the fire that will not be ceased<br />
touch the heart for long has not been kissed<br />
catch the twinkle at the corner of her eyes<br />
and wipe the tears she hide behind the lies<br />
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solve the magic riddle that life brings<br />
hear the melody that the midnight wind sings<br />
follow the path you dreamt of last night<br />
and find her patiently waiting under the starlight<br />
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(unfinished... Napanaginipan ko siya. Sinusulat ko daw itong tula habang pinapanood siyang matulog at may kasamang iba)</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-55171089449260477982011-03-29T17:54:00.000-07:002011-03-29T17:54:01.353-07:00Strangers again.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i>I saw you today and realized how far apart we’ve grown. I know I should talk to you and ask you how you’re doing. And I really wish I could. But it’s just occurred to me that we’re strangers now. You don’t know me anymore, much less want to, and it’s okay that you’ve moved on. I know that everything’s different now. I’ve been staying strong. (from google)</i></span> </div></div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-29997896829233926652011-03-18T10:31:00.000-07:002011-03-18T10:31:32.783-07:00John and Reese<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
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SHE ---<br />
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I watched how his cheeks turn from pale to red... he always fascinates me. Looking closely, I can see his skin glowing from the light of the elevator. I can smell his perfume. I feel a strong urge to touch and kiss his face. He is so cute.<br />
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He was busy searching for his ID, seems like he lost it again, which almost happens everyday.<br />
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He blushes whenever I say sweet nothings --like today when I said I missed him. We did not see each other yesterday. He just gave me a smile in return. I am such an actress, I pretended to say I miss him as if I was just saying it to a barkada or a cousin or a best bud. I said I missed him, no big deal. But deep inside, my heart is beating faster.<br />
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The door opened in the Ground floor. I didn't want to step out of the elevator but I didn't have a choice.<br />
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She is waiting outside. She called me last night to let me know that she is going back to him.<br />
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He was hers. She was his everything. But they broke up three months ago when he caught her cheating on him.<br />
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I became his confidante. I was the shoulders always willing to be leaned on. I was the ears always willing to listen. I was the companion. I was the martyr. The martyr who cares for him selflessly.<br />
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He didn't know what to do with his life when they split. He was shattered.<br />
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I was there when he got drunk and cried her name out loud in public. I was there when he didn't want to talk to anybody. I brought him to the hospital when he had gastritis. I brought food to his apartment every time he wouldn't eat a thing. I was there. Always there. I almost became a mother of a broken hearted man.<br />
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I wouldn't have the guts to do any of it in my own accord. But she is my bestfriend and she asked me to look after him while she's away, head over heels in-love with somebody else.<br />
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I want to prove the world I am a true friend that's why I took care of him and besides, he is also my friend. I never thought I will end up loving what I do for him. I later realized that broken hearts are somehow contagious.<br />
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He stepped out of the elevator first because I was quietly stuck where I was standing. He never knew his ex was there outside... waiting for us, waiting for him. She is waiting to reconcile with him. She is going to ask for forgiveness and admit that she regret everything she did.<br />
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She is going to ask him to take her back and have a new beginning.<br />
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My bestfriend hugged me as a way of thanking me for taking care of her man. I saw in his eyes that he was never prepared for the meeting and he looked away from the two of us.<br />
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I left them without saying a word. One more second of staying there would really make me cry. The thought of them going back together is hurting me so bad.<br />
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No explanations or elaborations are needed for what I feel because I should feel nothing. I don’t have the right to be hurt. It’s my fault, I shouldn’t have let myself fall for him. He is not going be mine because they belong together. Yes, we became close but it is just because he had no one to turn to. That’s just it.<br />
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I arrived home, went to bed and wept. That's all I am entitled to do. I don’t blame anybody. I am happy for them both. Period.<br />
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***********<br />
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HE---<br />
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I could feel her eyes staring at me again. I know I am blushing, I can feel the heat of my face so I pretended searching through my pockets for my ID.<br />
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It’s been more than two months when I became close to Reese. She is the reason why I was able to recover from the misery I was in. <br />
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She is such a sweet and free spirited woman. I’m proud and lucky to be with her. I feel like a prince walking with a princess whenever we're together. I like it whenever she will hold my arm when we are about to cross the street. I like holding her elbow when riding a vehicle. I like sharing umbrella with her or even eating on the same plate with her.<br />
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I have asked myself many times why I courted her bestfriend instead of her. I wasted a year and a half with the wrong woman. It was such a mistake.<br />
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If only I knew that her bestfriend will break my heart... oh well, past is past. What's important right now is we're closer than ever and no one can take her away from me.<br />
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I feel very grateful to her. She never left my side during the times I was going through hell. I was totally devastated from the break up. She sacrificed several spa sessions and chick flick movies whenever I would ask her to come over or to drink with me in a bar when I was still in post break-up dilemma. She listens. She understands. She cares.<br />
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She brought me food on the days I didn't want to eat anything. She brought me back to life. I am now stronger, wiser, better. I wanted to ask her why she is so good to me but I was never sure how to ask it.<br />
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Such proximity like this one in the elevator weakens my knees. I want to feel her hair and embrace her. I want to put my arms around her. I want to build new dreams together with her. I see her in my future.<br />
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I am certain that I want her. I love her. I’m just not sure if she feels the same but I’m planning to tell her my feelings soon.<br />
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Maybe today is not the perfect timing. Maybe I will confess this coming weekend during the movie we are going to watch. I want it to be memorable. Few days won’t hurt us both so I am going to wait until weekend.<br />
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She said she missed me. We did not see each other yesterday. My mind is shouting I miss her too but I didn't say it out loud.<br />
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There is something different with her when we reached the ground floor of the building. Usually, she'll be stepping out of the elevator first and bug me right away where to eat or if we are going to ride the train or going to take a cab.<br />
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I wanted to ask what's wrong with her. Maybe she had a rough day at work. I stepped out of the elevator when I felt she wasn’t ready to go out. She followed, and just when I was about to speak to her, I noticed that she's looking outside the building. I followed the direction of her eyes and saw her bestfriend. My ex - the one who broke my heart. The one who was never contented of me.<br />
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I want to ask what is my ex doing here but she walked towards her and they embraced. She turned quickly without a single word and left me with the woman I didn’t want to be with.<br />
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I didn’t give my ex a chance to speak. I told her right away that I don’t want to see her or be with her anymore. Everything between us is over.<br />
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I walked hurriedly away and get in the first cab I saw. Everything that happened to us and everything she did came back and I felt nothing. I don’t feel anything for her anymore.<br />
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All that matters to me now is Reese.<br />
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***********<br />
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THEM--<br />
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The next day, Reese woke up with 3 missed calls from John. It was hurtful to read his name on the screen of her phone. Reese thought maybe he was trying to call to thank her for everything… for all the days she was there for him or maybe simply just to tell her the story of their reconcilliation. <br />
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She didn’t feel like working that day and so she called to advise her TL that she’s sick (which rarely happen). <br />
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It’s already lunch time but she havent eaten anything yet. She never felt like this before, the more she tries to forget about John, the more she thinks of him, the more pain she gain. The picture of her bestfriend and John together is registering on her mind. <br />
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She remembers what her mom used to tell her when she was young and didn’t win in a singing competition – “Whenever you will fall down the only option left is to go up again.“<br />
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She started deleting John’s pictures from her desktop that she collated during the times she was his only strength. She saw his picture holding the rabbit he bought for her, their picture together eating on the same plate taken by his. Also her favorite picture of them taken by his camera phone, they were dripping wet from the rain but still having a good time under a waiting shed in Ayala.<br />
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After deleting everything, she then started grabbing and putting into a box the things around her apartment that remind her of him. His dvds, baseball cap, a couple of books, his tennis racket and many more.<br />
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She heard a knock on her door and opened it. She was dumbfounded to see it was John, still looking soooo handsome inspite of sweat. He smelled his irresistable perfume. He was holding a long stem of yellow rose and looking seriously at her.<br />
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She didn’t know what to think of or what to do and so she opened the door wide for him to come in. <br />
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Then and there he said the sweetest lines ever…<br />
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“You’re the only one I want to be with. Would you give me the honor to love you forever?”<br />
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She didn’t speak. She just went close to him and kissed his cheek. <br />
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<br />
Sat - Breakfast sa Dampa with team<br />
Sun - Antipolo and Los Banos, Laguna<br />
Monday - Makati City<br />
Tuesday - Batlag and Daranak Falls, Tanay<br />
Wednesday - Trinoma<br />
Thursday - home sweet home<br />
Friday - Makati (My Birthday!!!)<br />
Sat - Divisoria<br />
Sunday - U.P.<br />
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Ang sarap ng bakasyon, sana maulit next year. di man ako nakarating ng baguio pwede na rin (ganun din ang gastos)<br />
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Sa tinagal tagal kong pagta-trabaho, ngayon lang ako nagleave ng birthday ko at ngayon lang ako nagkaron ng ganyan kahabang bakasyon. :)<br />
<br />
<br />
Sa mga nag-greet sakin nung birthday ko, thank you!</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-52680510525373088172011-03-02T18:47:00.000-08:002011-03-02T18:47:06.303-08:00Alden, My oc-oc bf<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Today I learned from facebook that Alden, my ex boyfriend died last year. That man made my young heart cry many times before. I was only 17 when I met him. He was 8 or 9 years older.<br />
<br />
Almost a year ago, he called asking if he can see me. I had work and I wasn't able to see him.<br />
<br />
He thought me a lot of things. Being much older than I am, he made me promise to be wise when in comes to love. <br />
<br />
Thank you Alden. I will never forget you for the rest of my life. May God grant you eternal peace. </div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-42155338118176375312011-02-23T16:18:00.000-08:002011-02-23T16:18:09.361-08:00Random Thoughts<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">1. Few days left before my 9-day-vacation!!!! wooohooo<br />
2. May mga tao lang talagang mas madaling kalimutan kaysa pagtiyagaan at pahalagahan.<br />
3. Miss ko na ang jollibee spaghetti.<br />
4. Photowalk, photowalk, photowalk...<br />
5. Baguio City!<br />
6. Bakit Kalabaw ang ginagamit ng mga farmers sa pagsasaka?<br />
7. Ang tula. Bow.<br />
<br />
</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-40599458345544566962011-02-19T06:56:00.000-08:002011-02-19T06:56:53.336-08:00A is for...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Someone asked. "Anne, whats the first letter of your name stands for?" <br />
<br />
I said - adventurous and artistic.<br />
<br />
I forgot to say--<br />
<br />
affectionate - because I am loving :)<br />
appreciative - I thank the God above for all the blessings I receive, from the biggest to smallest ones.<br />
acidic - Acid has always been my problem since my teenage years. <br />
abnornal - uhmmm... yeah.<br />
absurd - most of the time I do things without good reasons. Just that I want to do it.<br />
accessible - anyone can reach out to me. (except for money hahaha)<br />
attainable - Im no different even if I look mataray<br />
alcoholic - I used to be.<br />
ambitious - I have big dreams.<br />
aspiring - an aspiring writer<br />
<br />
<br />
hahaha!</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-5494578016935098532011-02-15T17:50:00.000-08:002011-05-02T17:14:36.438-07:00Random Thoughts<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">1. "It came over me in a rush when I realized that I love you so much."<br />
<br />
2. I canceled my VL tonight because I love my job. Hah!<br />
<br />
3. Baguio City... Baguio City... Baguio City...<br />
<br />
4. Wanna go to UP Oval again one of these days.<br />
<br />
5. Why am I addicted with FB again?!<br />
<br />
6. Been dying to watch "Tangled"<br />
<br />
7. "Aspaltong Gubat"<br />
<br />
8. Gusto ko na siyang i-text... nagpipigil lang ako.<br />
<br />
9. My Greatest Temptation<br />
<br />
10. Story writing contest result...</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-35721672086990669582011-02-12T08:30:00.000-08:002011-02-12T08:30:32.438-08:00Addicted to this song<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgm9QaNBVTciNDvPuN4snXx2kODorwmGpx3aM5kLNwWP4N4s54Mitg6BcdMMrud_42CR5nQckfgcoQlIXB0ILPjfDMd-6sJhvHxzA6nSbcJj4tdhxwdqUGVY6yIU87F5l0R6YFMLnyxSDU/s1600/chris+gaines.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="273" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgm9QaNBVTciNDvPuN4snXx2kODorwmGpx3aM5kLNwWP4N4s54Mitg6BcdMMrud_42CR5nQckfgcoQlIXB0ILPjfDMd-6sJhvHxzA6nSbcJj4tdhxwdqUGVY6yIU87F5l0R6YFMLnyxSDU/s320/chris+gaines.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">There's no more waiting<br />
Holding out for love<br />
You are my Godsend<br />
That I have been forever dreaming of<br />
My angel from above<br />
<br />
Heaven knows<br />
I'm head over heels and it shows<br />
I've played every field I suppose<br />
But there's something about you<br />
When you're around<br />
Baby I have found<br />
I get lost in you<br />
<br />
What is this feeling<br />
I've never known before<br />
That I should touch you<br />
Swearing to surrender ever more<br />
That's what I came here for<br />
<br />
Heaven knows<br />
I'm head over heels and it shows<br />
I've played every field I suppose<br />
But there's something about you<br />
When you're around<br />
Baby I have found<br />
I get lost in a wonderful daze<br />
Lost in your wonderful ways<br />
<br />
Heaven knows<br />
<br />
When you're around<br />
Baby I have found<br />
I get lost<br />
<br />
Heaven knows<br />
I'm head over heels and it shows<br />
I've played every field I suppose<br />
But there's something about you<br />
When you're around<br />
Baby I have found<br />
I get lost in you</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-78060136635719636462011-02-11T19:17:00.001-08:002011-02-11T19:17:45.212-08:00Walang dahilan para ngumiti this week.<div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Gusto kong isigaw sa mukha nya "ANO BANG GINAWA KO SAYO PARA IWASAN MO AKO?!" hindi naman ako demanding na kaibigan. Ni hindi ko nga hiniling sa kanyang kamustahin din ako sa tuwing kinakamusta ko sya. Ganun naman siya, pag tinanong mo ng 'kamusta?' sasagot lang siya ng 'ok lang'. Ni hindi manlang magtatanong ng 'e ikaw, kamusta?' kahit manlang pabalat-bunga.</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Ni hindi ko naman siya kinukulit sa text. Hindi rin ako nagla-like o nagco-comment sa posts nya sa FB! </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Ni hindi ako nagpakita na nasaktan ako nung sabihin niyang iba-iba ang level ng mga friends nya at isa lang akong acquaintance. Tang ina, acquaintance? Nagbubuhos ka ba ng sama ng loob sa isang acquaintance?<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Kahit manhid sya, kahit hindi gentleman, kahit kuripot, suplado, masungit, moody, perfectionist, etc... sige pa rin ako sa pakikipagkaibigan sa kanya because I felt somehow, nag eenjoy rin naman siyang kasama ako. Nasanay akong lagi siyang nakakausap at nakakakwentuhan while eating. Tapos isang araw pag gising ko, nagbago na siya. hindi niya na ako kinakausap na parang hindi niya kakilala! as in! Daig ko pa isang stranger. Para akong invisible na hindi niya nakikita. Ang sakit kaya non!<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Sa sobrang sama ng loob ko, hindi ko na tinapos basahin yung book na hiniram ko sa kanya. <br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Nalulungkot tuloy ako ngayon at OO, NAMI MISS KO NA SIYA! SOBRA. Niyaya ko siya last week na manood ng movie or gumala this weekend, sabi niya titingnan niya. Ayoko nang ulitin itanong kung free ba siya kasi alam kong di na nya sasagutin ang text ko. Nagmumukha na akong tanga.<br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Tinanong ko din na siya kung galit siya, sabi niya hindi daw. Pero bakit bigla siyang nagbago?! bakit? bakit?? bakit??? Kung dati kasing cold lang siya ng Baguio ngayon Alaska na. </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Sana manlang nalaman ko kung ano bang maling ginawa ko para hindi ako puzzled diba?</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Kailangan ko sana siya ngayon, gusto ko ng mapapaglabasan ng sama ng loob sa mundo, makakasama kumain at makakasabay sa pagtawa habang nanonood ng movie. </div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Hay, kung anuman ang ginagawa niya sa mga oras na 'to. Sana happy siya.</div>Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-42692681483294417332011-02-04T13:48:00.001-08:002011-02-04T13:48:50.523-08:00Sa Susunod Kong BuhaySa Susunod Kong Buhay<br />
(Inspired by Woody Allen)<br />
<br />
<br />
Sa susunod kong buhay<br />
Gusto kong mabuhay ng pabaliktad<br />
Magsisimula ako sa pagbangon mula sa hukay...<br />
<br />
Gigising ako sa araw-araw na nakatira<br />
sa tahanan ng mga matatanda<br />
Na naghihintay ng pensyon<br />
habang unti-unting umaayos ang pakiramdam<br />
tumitigas ang buto't bumubuti ang pangangatawan<br />
<br />
Hanggang sa palalayasin na ako<br />
sa sarili kong bahay <br />
dahil lubusan na akong malakas...<br />
Magsisimula na akong magtrabaho <br />
Bibili ng gintong relo at magsasaya sa unang sweldo.<br />
<br />
Magtatrabaho ako ng apat-na-pung taon<br />
hanggang dumating ang panahon aking kabataan<br />
kung kailan ako'y magre-retiro na<br />
at magtatamasa ng aking pinagpaguran<br />
<br />
Iinom, mamamasyal at makikipagsaya<br />
lahat ng pwede ay aking susubukin<br />
kapag ang edad ko'y mas nabawasan na<br />
high school naman ang aking papasukin<br />
<br />
Pagkatapos akoy mag-e elementarya<br />
Magiging bata at sa wakas ay maglalaro na<br />
Walang nang obligasyon <br />
Walang nang responsibilidad<br />
<br />
Hanggang akoy magiging sanggol na walang muwang<br />
Paglaon ako'y mananatili sa sinapupunan<br />
Sa loob ng siyam na buwan<br />
--Kung saan may libre akong spa<br />
at komportableng mahihigaan<br />
na unti-unting luluwang sa paglipas ng mga buwan. <br />
Hindi ba't masaya <br />
ang mabuhay ng pabaliktad<br />
lalo na't ang pinaka huling yugto ng buhay ko<br />
ay udyok ng pagmamahalan?Adlesirchttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02214612822294507935noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3968591168939419699.post-56823670211109610372011-01-30T10:08:00.000-08:002011-02-13T10:12:32.070-08:00The Untold Love Story<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:WordDocument> <w:View>Normal</w:View> <w:Zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:TrackMoves/> <w:TrackFormatting/> <w:PunctuationKerning/> <w:ValidateAgainstSchemas/> <w:SaveIfXMLInvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:IgnoreMixedContent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:DoNotPromoteQF/> <w:LidThemeOther>EN-US</w:LidThemeOther> <w:LidThemeAsian>X-NONE</w:LidThemeAsian> <w:LidThemeComplexScript>X-NONE</w:LidThemeComplexScript> <w:Compatibility> <w:BreakWrappedTables/> <w:SnapToGridInCell/> <w:WrapTextWithPunct/> <w:UseAsianBreakRules/> <w:DontGrowAutofit/> <w:SplitPgBreakAndParaMark/> <w:DontVertAlignCellWithSp/> <w:DontBreakConstrainedForcedTables/> <w:DontVertAlignInTxbx/> <w:Word11KerningPairs/> <w:CachedColBalance/> </w:Compatibility> <w:BrowserLevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> <m:mathPr> <m:mathFont m:val="Cambria Math"/> <m:brkBin m:val="before"/> <m:brkBinSub m:val="--> <m:smallfrac m:val="off"> <m:dispdef> <m:lmargin m:val="0"> <m:rmargin m:val="0"> <m:defjc m:val="centerGroup"> <m:wrapindent m:val="1440"> <m:intlim m:val="subSup"> <m:narylim m:val="undOvr"> </m:narylim></m:intlim> </m:wrapindent><!--[endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:LatentStyles DefLockedState="false" DefUnhideWhenUsed="true"
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</style> <![endif]--> <div class="MsoNormal">SHE ---</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I watched how his cheeks turn from pale to red... he always fascinates me. Looking closely, I can see his skin glowing from the light of the elevator. I can smell his perfume. I feel a strong urge to touch and kiss his face. He is so cute.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">He was busy searching for his ID, seems like he lost it again, which almost happens everyday.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">He blushes whenever I say sweet nothings --like today when I said I missed him. We did not see each other yesterday. He just gave me a smile in return. I am such an actress, I pretended to say I miss him as if I was just saying it to a barkada or a cousin or a best bud. I said I missed him, no big deal. But deep inside, my heart is beating faster.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">The door opened in the Ground floor. I didn't want to step out of the elevator but I didn't have a choice.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">She is waiting outside. She called me last night to let me know that she is going back to him.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">He was hers. She was his everything. But they broke up three months ago when he caught her cheating on him.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I became his confidante. I was the shoulders always willing to be leaned on. I was the ears always willing to listen. I was the companion. I was the martyr. The martyr who cares for him selflessly.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">He didn't know what to do with his life when they split. He was shattered.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I was there when he got drunk and cried her name out loud in public. I was there when he didn't want to talk to anybody. I brought him to the hospital when he had gastritis. I brought food to his apartment every time he wouldn't eat a thing. I was there. Always there. I almost became a mother of a broken hearted man.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I wouldn't have the guts to do any of it in my own accord. But she is my bestfriend and she asked me to look after him while she's away, head over heels in-love with somebody else.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I want to prove the world I am a true friend that's why I took care of him and besides, he is also my friend. I never thought I will end up loving what I do for him. I later realized that broken hearts are somehow contagious.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">He stepped out of the elevator first because I was quietly stuck where I was standing. He never knew his ex was there outside... waiting for us, waiting for him. She is waiting to reconcile with him. She is going to ask for forgiveness and admit that she regret everything she did.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">She is going to ask him to take her back and have a new beginning.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">My bestfriend hugged me as a way of thanking me for taking care of her man. I saw in his eyes that he was never prepared for the meeting and he looked away from the two of us.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I left them without saying a word. One more second of staying there would really make me cry. The thought of them going back together is hurting me so bad.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">No explanations or elaborations are needed for what I feel because I should feel nothing. I don’t have the right to be hurt. It’s my fault, I shouldn’t have let myself fall for him. He is not going be mine because they belong together. Yes, we became close but it is just because he had no one to turn to. That’s just it.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I arrived home, went to bed and wept. That's all I am entitled to do. I don’t blame anybody. I am happy for them both. Period.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">HE---</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I could feel her eyes staring at me again. I know I am blushing, I can feel the heat of my face so I pretended searching through my pockets for my ID.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">It’s been more than two months when I became close to Reese. She is the reason why I was able to recover from the misery I was in. </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">She is such a sweet and free spirited woman. I’m proud and lucky to be with her. I feel like a prince walking with a princess whenever we're together. I like it whenever she will hold my arm when we are about to cross the street. I like holding her elbow when riding a vehicle. I like sharing umbrella with her or even eating on the same plate with her.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I have asked myself many times why I courted her bestfriend instead of her. I wasted a year and a half with the wrong woman. It was such a mistake.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">If only I knew that her bestfriend will break my heart... oh well, past is past. What's important right now is we're closer than ever and no one can take her away from me.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I feel very grateful to her. She never left my side during the times I was going through hell. I was totally devastated from the break up. She sacrificed several spa sessions and chick flick movies whenever I would ask her to come over or to drink with me in a bar when I was still in post break-up dilemma. She listens. She understands. She cares.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">She brought me food on the days I didn't want to eat anything. She brought me back to life. I am now stronger, wiser, better. I wanted to ask her why she is so good to me but I was never sure how to ask it.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">Such proximity like this one in the elevator weakens my knees. I want to feel her hair and embrace her. I want to put my arms around her. I want to build new dreams together with her. I see her in my future.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I am certain that I want her. I love her. I’m just not sure if she feels the same but I’m planning to tell her my feelings soon.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">Maybe today is not the perfect timing. Maybe I will confess this coming weekend during the movie we are going to watch. I want it to be memorable. Few days won’t hurt us both so I am going to wait until weekend.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">She said she missed me. We did not see each other yesterday. My mind is shouting I miss her too but I didn't say it out loud.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">There is something different with her when we reached the ground floor of the building. Usually, she'll be stepping out of the elevator first and bug me right away where to eat or if we are going to ride the train or going to take a cab.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I wanted to ask what's wrong with her. Maybe she had a rough day at work. I stepped out of the elevator when I felt she wasn’t ready to go out. She followed, and just when I was about to speak to her, I noticed that she's looking outside the building. I followed the direction of her eyes and saw her bestfriend. My ex - the one who broke my heart. The one who was never contented of me.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I want to ask what is my ex doing here but she walked towards her and they embraced. She turned quickly without a single word and left me with the woman I didn’t want to be with.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I didn’t give my ex a chance to speak. I told her right away that I don’t want to see her or be with her anymore. Everything between us is over.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I walked hurriedly away and get in the first cab I saw. Everything that happened to us and everything she did came back and I felt nothing. I don’t feel anything for her anymore.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">All that matters to me now is Reese.</div><div class="MsoNormal">*********** </div><div class="MsoNormal">Reese,</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span> </span>I want to start off by admitting that I miss you every time we are apart and forgive me for not saying it to you personally. I guess I am such a coward. I just didn’t really know where I stand. I don’t want to assume that whenever you tell me you miss me it means something more than being friendly. I want you to know you make my heart skip a beat every time you say you missed me and my mind is shouting I missed you too.</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span> </span>I thank you for bringing me back to life. My gratitude is not enough to repay the kindness and care that you showed, I wouldn’t know where I would be right now if not because of all you’ve done for me. It would really be nice if you would take care of me for good.</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span> </span>It was such a long time since I wrote a love letter that’s why my thoughts are scrambled now, yes Reese, this is a love letter and I am writing it for you.</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><span> </span><span> </span>I want to remind you of our movie date on Saturday. Please do come. I have something very important to say.</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing">p.s. I don’t want to be with anybody else but you.<span> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><span> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal">John.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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